Lyrics[]
愛した理由も忘れちゃって, 過食気味の胸で泣いちゃって, 肌の色すら 見えなくなっている, 自分だけ傷づいたつもりで, 悪いのは誰かだと思って, 足が抜け落ちたのも, 気づかない.
夢や希望はなんだった？ やりたいことはこれだった？ 過去が僕らを待っている 貪欲な顔で待っている
侘しさも 悲しみもなければ 夜が死ぬたび 歌なんて歌わなかった
あなたの笑顔がここにあるなら 諦めなんてしなかったんだ あなたの言葉を思い出すから 慰めなんていらなかった 生きる意味ばかり思い出すから 優しさを常に疑った あなたの涙を見て笑えたら 今更恥など知らなかった
ウグイスが鳴いて 破り捨てた卒業証書が 夜空になって舞ってった 過去を喰らい尽くした
反抗期だと疎まれた子供たちは復讐に走り 意味にすがる腑抜けた大人たちは歌を歌いたがる
若さを強いて貪る惰眠 気づけば爪が剥がれ落ちる 雨が好きだった理由も 好きな歌も忘れ去った 心に響くのは物ばかり それなのに人が恋しくって あなたへの気持ちだけ 今も終わらないんだ
例えば僕らが街で出会って 夢のような話を紡げたら あなたと僕は笑えるだろうか 画面の中であなたに会えたら 思い出すのは後悔ばかりだ 今でも愛しいよ あの頃に今も戻りたいよ
こんな大人で我慢できたら 苦しみなんて知らなかった 言葉ですべて解決するなら ここまで涙は出なかった あなたが頭で渦を巻くから 今もこの朝が嫌いだった 大人になるのが怖かった 強くなることが怖かった
ウグイスが鳴いて ゴミになった制服が 夜空になって舞ってった 過去を喰らい尽くした
Aishita riyuu mo wasurechatte Kashoku kimi no mune de naichatte Hada no iro sura Mienakunatte iru Jibun dake kizu tsuita tsumori de Warui no wa dare ka da to omotte Ashi ga nukeochita no mo kizukanai
Yume ya kibou wa nan datta? Yaritai koto wa kore datta? Kako ga bokura wo matteiru Don’yoku na kao de matte iru
Wabishi sa mo kanashimi mo nakereba Yoru ga shinu tabi Uta nante utawanakatta
Anata no egao ga koko ni arunara Akirame nante shinakattan da Anata no kotoba wo omoidasu kara Nagusame nante iranakatta Ikiru imi bakari omoidasu kara Yasashisa wo tsune ni utagatta Anata no namida wo mite waraetara Imasara haji nado shiranakatta Uguisu ga naite Yaburisuteta sotsugyou shousho ga Yozora ni natte mattetta Kako wo kuraitsukushita
Hankou ki da to utomareta kodomo tachi wa fukushuu ni hashiri Imi ni sugaru funuke ta otona tachi wa uta wo utaitagaru Waka sa wo shiite musaboru damin Kizukeba tsume ga hagareochiru Ame ga suki datta riyuu mo Suki na uta mo wasuresatta Kokoro ni hibiku no wa mono bakari Sore na no ni hito ga koishiku tte Anata e no kimochi dake Ima mo owaranain da
Tatoeba bokura ga machi de deatte Yume no you na hanashi wo tsumugetara Anata to boku wa waraerudarou ka Gamen no naka de anata ni aetara Omoidasu no wa koukai bakari da Ima demo itoshii yo Ano koro ni ima mo modoritai yo
Konna otona de gaman dekitara Kurushimi nante shiranakatta Kotoba de subete kaiketsu surunara Koko made namida wa denakatta Anata ga atama de uzu wo maku kara Ima mo kono asa ga kirai datta Otona ni naru no ga kowakatta Tsuyoku naru koto ga kowakatta Uguisu ga naite Gomi ni natta seifuku ga Yozora ni natte mattetta Kako wo kuraitsukushita
I already forgot the reason to love, And the taste of our past has left this vomit-like smell, I can't even recall the tone of your skin correctly, Perhaps I just intend to hurt myself over again, Maybe then pretend to figure out the villain, But walking in circles won't do a thing, we know about that. Dreams and hopes, can you explain those? Was it that? This thing you wanted to do Yet I wait, though I know it's no use And the greed on your face won't ever fade
What if loneliness and sorrow didn't exist anymore? Then everytime the night dies I won't need to sing songs to fill this gaping hole
What if your smiles could go miles to come all the way here? I would hold it tight and not give it up Every time I think about the words that come out of your mouth I would soon be soothed and not shed a single tear And then I think about the purpose of my own existence "Are you really being kind?" I doubted it all But then I thought of your grins and tears and they made sense to me Though I still don't know the exact details of all that Warblers chirp through the streets The diploma I tore up until it can't be seen Dance alone between the stars in the deep night sky Devour the past bite by bite
Being rebellious, we children held our hands and escaped from them Still, they worship it, the rules, terms and conditions formed like a song we all disgust So I'm forced to be the way they want me to behave Cut off all my claws just as they requested me to do Then they ask me why I love the rain so much That's because it makes me forget their damned song The only thing that resonates within my heart through emotions Is this the feelings of missing someone you love? Sounds like the feeling only they will have But this misery will not fade
How about we go on a date, going around the metropolis Spinning this dreamlike tale told us how our stories will play out Then you and I would probably laugh and chuckle too Looking at the screen where we would meet each other Just thinking about that already fills me up with regret Right now I love you so much But then I want to give you up and throw you down
This is how adults behave, putting themselves in first place,
Not knowing this would torture everyone they know,
If only you could solve these riddles proposed in-between lines,
Then you would not need to shed a single tear here,
Your head spins, spiralling down towards the emptiness of the void,
Then spitting your hate right into tomorrow morning,
Becoming an adult feels really scary now,
Becoming independent's really scary now,
Warblers chirp through the streets,
The uniform thrown into the garbage pile,
Dance alone between the stars in the deep night sky,
Devour the past it's all gone now.
Trivia[]
- This song was announced in the Ver 4.2.5 Trailer.
- This song is available in the album Observation by KAF.
- The chorus of this song is sampled into Kaf's theme.
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